Thursday, March 18, 2010

Doran's Birthday is Today!

First off:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DORAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now to update. Teehee.

So forget my last blog post. I've decided to keep writing, because I got back into role playing on a different site, and after thinking for a while, I figured that if I'm a terrible writer then at least I'm a happy one. I would much rather be that than not write at all. And I left the site that girl was on (which was Neoneo, but still go there if you're interested because it's an all around swell place).

Now I'm writing again and it feels good. Role playing is a great way to interact with people without actually getting into their lives. It's fun. Oh, and it's a great way for me to relieve stress, because if I'm upset then I can make my character go crazy for me and it's like an outlet. I don't know if that's normal or if other people do it, but it helps me and that's all that matters, right?

Even so, I felt like crap after what that girl said to me. But I finally got it all out of my system and things are starting to look up again. It's nice to see the sun shine after so many rainy days. =)

Oh, and you know what else is nice?





I hope you enjoyed that. I certainly did. Toodles.

Monday, March 15, 2010

It's been a while.

I know I haven't been posting so much. I've had a bit of a downfall with the whole writing thing.

About a week ago someone told me that I wrote like a twelve year old and they completely insulted my writing and called it criticism. I didn't appreciate it and I didn't ask for it. It hurt me pretty deeply. I can't figure out why it hurt so much, but I know that for a while I just didn't want to talk to anyone.

I'm not going to complain about it, at least not to others, anymore. I'm trying not to complain about anything to anyone, which means watching what I say. People will tell me that I don't need to, that it's okay to complain because everyone needs it. And I know I need it, but others don't need to hear it.

I've already been told that my complaining gets annoying. That's just given me more conviction to stop doing it. It doesn't mean I won't listen to anyone anymore -- if you've got a problem you need to get off your chest then you can come to me. I will listen.

I'll probably be a bit more reserved now, because of this whole thing. I need to keep more to myself. However, I figured that I might as well tell everyone what's up now so I won't be asked questions later.

That's all I have to say for now. Toodles.